wow. I have drank 3 sparks and I feel like it is the first time I have drank. I pretty much felt drunk after the first one. Go me ( Read more... )

I want to live in an apartment. $650 a month or less. That would save us over HALF of what we are paying now. Plus I hate having a yard and trying to care for it. I hate feeling the need to "renovate" the house since we own it...but we are too damn poor to afford to do anything. I hate that we have to cancel cable just to pay other bills. So now, I ( Read more... )

I am tired of this. I guess, maybe, sure. Tired of it. I will just get a damn paper route by myself. I can't do this alone, and it feels like I am. I would like to smile sometime in the future and be able to say (without lying) that I dont hate my life ( Read more... )

I think I need a part time job. I dont know what I could do though. I hate to be a snob, but I dont want to work in fast food, or any job where I am the oldest working there by 6 years. It can't be a hair dressing job because that would be a "conflict of interest". So....my experience gives me nothing. Maybe a secretary two days a week? Yeah right ( Read more... )

I dont want to go to work. I am counting the minutes until I need to leave. :( I dont even know why I dont want to go, I am in a pretty good mood and I feel fine. I just dont feel like it.

So, no strep throat but I do have some sort of virus. The doctor game me antibiotics and a mean fucking attitude. Sometimes I hate doctors. Correction: I almost always hate doctors. Condescending, make you wait hours just to talk to you for 5 minutes and totally seem to NOT care about you at all. Then throw some prescription paper at you and say " ( Read more... )

Locking me out of our room is not funny.

I am just cleaning my house doing the normal day off chore things. I feel so boring. I used to think I was such an adventurous, fun loving, out going, spontaneous person. I prided myself on that. I dont know if I have changed or if it is just becoming an "adult" or my surroundings or what? I feel like I have turned bitter. I am always tired, in ( Read more... )

I am in search of borrowing music from anyone and everyone. All of my music was ripped onto my laptop which was stolen in the "burglery". I have an Ipod now which will hold a ridiculous amount of music, and I want it to be full and happy! All I am asking is to borrow CDs for a day MAYBE two, then I can rip them onto Chris's computer (not stolen) ( Read more... )

12 pounds down.

48 more to go.

Damn healthy weight charts. I will still be at the high point of the chart. 60 pounds is all I'm willing to lose. You hear me chart? You can fuck off.