STOLEN FROM MARY ( Read more... )

Ok, my first new years with a bf in 4 years and it totally sucked. John decides to get drunk and stoned and M.I.A. for most of the evening. I didn't care too much since I was preoccupied with other friends, doing my own thing. BUT 1 minute till the ball drops is when he makes his appearance and gets distracted till 2 minutes AFTER the ball drops. ( Read more... )

So, Danielle, my roommate got engaged Saturday. So, with that she plans on moving out Feb. 1st. Luckily I talked my brother into moving in. So there goes that. I'm hardly there and it's a big place so don't see any problems. I spoke to John about it first and was hoping he wouldn't ask me to move in since 1. I'm not ready and 2. don't want to move ( Read more... )

Ok, when I was a little girl.. oh, about starting the ripe old age of like 12, I've always dreamed of that perfect boyfriend (insert snicker here). We would hold hands, hang out and be smothered with love and affection. I used to day dream about this at home, in school, at the roller rink. I get into this "relationship" with someone who well, ( Read more... )

Ok, my relationship with Anthony was very mentally abusive. When I finally met John I couldn't believe I was in such a healthy amazing relationship... at last! Then moments like last night happen where I feel like I'm in the same place just different guy. It started off to be such a nice night with his uncle and his friends. Then we went to Steve ( Read more... )

Ok, well, I've been on unemployment now for about 2 months and loving it. Getting new pics done on Sunday so we'll see how that goes ( Read more... )

So... the day went off really well. I told my bff Stacey that I wanted to meet up with her to go trick or treating with my godson, Cameron. She said around 4: 30pm. Wonderful! So, I'm at home relaxing and the next thing you know it's 4:30. She lives like 5 minutes away so I felt I was ok. I go there and see that my friend Tara, her son Tristan and ( Read more... )

Well, things have been interesting ( Read more... )

So... got laid off today. Supposively the company got bought and they don't need an order dept, Accounting or HR dept. I'm fine with it. It's actually a good thing. They are allowing us to stay until 8/31, then are giving us a severance package (which is probably crap) and then unemployment. I'm going to work it out on paper before I do this, but I ( Read more... )

Ok, I don't expect perfection.. at all. Everyone has their flaws, but more and more John is showing me his and they aren't things I am willing to tolerate. I feel like I've betrayed his trust and constantly trying to prove that I can be trusted. His impatient behaviour is buggin me out too. I happen to have a short fuse but I control it. He, ( Read more... )