I'm a little depressed tonight, to be honest. Ryan was supposed to be driving up here to visit one last time before I made the move, but it looks like those plans have fallen through. Apparently due to the evil tyrannical overlords that control his work schedule not letting him take some time off after all. I mean, of course we'll still have our ( Read more... )

It's not a sure thing yet, but I could be moving as early as next month. Oh yeah, life's finally gonna happen to me. It's fucking terrifying. But exciting. I'm internally a mess of emotion. But, clearly, I'm stronger than I give myself credit for. Just took a bunch of encouragement from wonderful friends to help me see it. And I'll get to see the ( Read more... )

It's a great day for America! And by "America", I mean "just me, screw everybody else ( Read more... )

Maybe, just maybe, I got some dude arrested today. I stopped at a truck stop to get a drink (a rather tasty white chocolate caramel latte, by the way - yummy) on a trip into Billings to get groceries, and I couldn't help but notice a half-consumed beer in the cup holder of the SUV I parked next to. A closer look revealed several other bottles on ( Read more... )

I'm very glad this Valentine's Day crap is in the past now. (Well, for this year, anyhow.) Granted, it wasn't as hard on me as it usually is - cheesy as it may be, it did help to remember that while I may not have any of that pesky overrated romantic love in my life, I do still have plenty of people who care about me, and that....that definitely ( Read more... )

UGH. Letterman. I'm sorry, but self-deprecating or not, this reeeeeeaaaaaallly isn't the time for you to be involved in anything that makes that greasy offensive anatomical reference Leno come across as even remotely likable to anyone...

As I've already bitched to a few of you directly about, this past Thursday was a day of utmost stressfulness. I had to take my grandma to Billings for a pair of doctor's appointments. (On that note, I might as well mention that she seems to be recovering from the cancer scare just fine. Looks like the surgery was a success.) And if that were all ( Read more... )

I still don't have much to talk about. Life is....pretty much the usual for me. Still alternating between gleefully optimistic excitement and all-encompassing dread over the move, still unemployed aside from this stuff with my grandma, still all icky and gay....nothing terribly new to talk about ( Read more... )

After a little while in relatively sane health, I'm back into a state of major Kristen anxiety. Just....this homophobic, racist, emotionally abusive, EVIL greasy crude anatomical reference of a woman is still shrewdly manipulating people into believing she's....human. And it *still* bugs me. It really, really, really bugs me. By this point, I ( Read more... )

Question: Does it mean I've been thinking about this Leno vs. O'Brien business way too much if I've actually taken the effort to work out a kickass "impossible" mystery based on the ordeal in my mind casting a character very obviously based on Jay "Big Jaw" Leno as a vicious, scheming, cold-blooded murderer? Ah, the joys of lying around on a lazy ( Read more... )