I still read all your entries... seems to be the only way to keep up with certain people. I'm really not in the mood to update though.

All I wanted to say, is that I'll be in Ottawa for the long Easter weekend. Will be going out to Gracie's West Friday April 6th to celebrate my birthday. If you want to join me there, please do! :)

I have been and still am in hibernation mode… Don’t go out much, don’t talk much, stay home a lot… I’ve been reading all your posts, but can’t seem to have anything to say that’s worth saying, so I say nothing. But I am keeping up with your lives and I do care ( Read more... )

It's been a while, lot's has happened ( Read more... )

I GOT THE JOB ( Read more... )

Alright, so the girl at the agency called me on Monday about a possible job opportunity. Way out in left field, don't think it really fits with me, but thought I'd give it a try anyway ( Read more... )

Alright, so I've felt lame about admitting that what I'd love to do as a career, is make pretty flower arrangements. It's not a "job" that pays very well, so I always tried to figure something else out ( Read more... )

Well, by Friday afternoon I was in a bad mood. I hadn't seen Daniel all week (again) and it was getting to me. I was getting upset at anything and everything. And yet, by the time I got to his place around 4:30pm... I was just happy to see him. The upset'ness faded away ( Read more... )

Alright, so, like I knew that I would, I'm not actually gonna go through with this whole psych thing. I can't!!! I've tried a couple of times in the past, and I always ended up with someone who made me feel even worse, someone I didn't get a connection with so wouldn't say anything, or someone who seemed to think pills would solve everything ( Read more... )

I'm actually thinking of finding a psych to go talk to. This whole "I can do this on my own" deal... well it isn't working out so well, two years later, I'm still where I started... if not a little further deep in.. It's hard to get a family doctor around here, and rather then going to some clinic, to talk to some doctor who doesn't know me who'll ( Read more... )

I want to go home... To Ottawa I mean... The only thing really keeping here is my boyfriend. I love him to no ends and I really think he could be IT. But then again, I don't see him very often, so the rest of the time I'm home alone, wishing I was somewhere else ( Read more... )