im makin a resume in a public library at the edge of manhattan. school is gay. springbreak for TWO weeks in coming and im dying 4 it.. even though i havent been 2 school this week. i found the perfect man and i love it

im sick. and sad that im missing out this weekend. i want to be out partying and drinking with my girls. i hate sitting home alone for days doing nothing at all. im going out of my mind with bordom!

save me please

i feel so confused sometimes or scared, but then u see the way out. u see the solution and things just make sense again. things r making sense. i am quite content, but i wish i didnt have to sacrifice so many things to get this far. mayb one day i can have it all, but what i have and will have soon is much more important then that. i wonder where ( Read more... )

i love life. i love school, well not school but people at school. i love happiness. im floating...

<3<3<3

i open my eyes wider ( Read more... )

well we won today woot woot! homecoming is saturday, that should be fun. boys are dumb, but so cute i cant resist. right now im talking to this kid nick, hes such a sweetheart. hes so different, its amazing to me. i think i may keep him around, yes yael i do kinda like him [even though hes not a total asshole lol]. its getting so cold out and its ( Read more... )

i hate being afraid, but things can change so quickly

u also scare me so much, things between us will never b normal

i fucked upp way too many times 4 us 2 finally b friends

im sorry

but why cant i forgive u still??

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!

so im going to try and focus on school. im done being screwed around with. its my fault anyway. i miss things, little things. like being awake all night and trying to sleep but cant because your so excited for something. i have court tomorrow but im not excited, i just have too many thoughts going through my head. i want to do so many things. there ( Read more... )

..and ur just an asshole! so FUCK YOU.

well now i have a boyfriend. isnt that what ive been wanting for? then why is nothing differnt? ive become slightly dependent.. not on really on him but on stuff and i drink a lot. like u see people drunk on weekends, its "YEAA PARTY!" but this is more like woo hoo.. and sleep. i also, i dont know. im still stuck. i owe him more, so much more. i ( Read more... )