(01:56:06) H: how savage is letting every girl i meet think im a hopeless sex fiend?
(01:56:23) Justin: how savage is letting every girl i meet think i'm gay
(01:56:31) H: it repels the girls that wont put out, and attracts the ones that do
(01:56:40) H: well obviously from the mindy situation you are
(01:57:30) Justin: awww, nearest cliff plz, thx

I didn't try very hard to get more, I hope she understands. I wont let it happen that way. WHAT THE FUCK DO I WANT OUT OF THIS!? I'm so confused right now. What do you do when someone thats a close friend suddenly becomes a little more? It's something you've wanted for years, you finally get to that point and you aren't sure what to do. I know I ( Read more... )

i know i posted this on myspace already but i felt like it needed to be read by more than the 24 people that did on myspace =p ( Read more... )

hr, haven't done this in a while. things have been going alright. well...except for that 48 hour period a couple weeks ago where i was depressed and turned to the drink. chugging finishing off bottles of jager or hpnotiq in one drink is not a good idea. i don't think i'll be drinking much anymore. last night i went to a party at sydney's house, had ( Read more... )

Justinxx2042: god sometimes i really want to jump ( Read more... )

13 days of sobriety excluding alcohol. i aint givin up the drink godamnit! i was drinking tonight! unfortunately it was only 4 beers and a half a shot of vodka cause alex and sara have the smallest shot glasses ever lol. quitting drugs aint that bad, except when someone hands you a 5 and goes can you roll this up for me i dont know how to do it. ( Read more... )

"If I could, fly away ( Read more... )

freaknight was kinda fun, at least the parts i remember. apparently when you take 5.5 pills you just dont get cracked out or something? everyone that took less is saying they feel awful lol. it was bullshit they closed the bar at like 12:30 fuck those bastards

went to the casino with romain and phil last night. caught some beats pretty quickly and then went home and went on a decent run. didn't end up drinking much really. some bitch beer, champagne, wine, a couple jager and redbulls, part of phils white russian that he didnt want to finish at last call and thas about it. finally got to sleep with the ( Read more... )

gotta love it, its 6:30 in the morning, couldnt sleep tonight, couldnt sleep the night before. trying to take a break from the usual routine of taking tylenol pm to sleep but it doesnt seem to be working. eventually maybe ill just pass out somewhere and sleep for a while. i feel like edward norton in fight club right now, so incredibly tired but ( Read more... )