the official kate bahn summer reading list [for personal use only]:

light in august- william faulkner
tropic of cancer- henry miller
sons and lovers- d.h. lawrence
women in love- d.h. lawrence
lost illusions- honoré de balzac
troubled sleep- jean paul sartre
chaos- james gleick
pale blue dot- carl sagan

i went for my job interview at whole foods today, dressed all nice and conservative, looking like a good kid. but the person who was supposed to interview me wasn't even there. i'm terribly disappointed ( Read more... )

( i've acquired three pairs of shoes in the past week )

i feel a bit sad and a bit hopeless. it's really scary to realize you will never see someone again. and it's really pathetic to be too shy to say goodbye.

tonight was good. i'm not used to boston yet, but i see potential for this summer. no cows, lots of asphalt.

i puked by the camp fire last night and i'm very embarassed.prior to last night, i hadn't puked for a long time. i broke my no puking record. my head hurts this morning and i've been up for too long to not yet be hungry.

( haiku for you )

( a well documented evening )

sleeping is for people who don't have lots of work to do.

i listened to canon in d by pachelbel on repeat for over an hour and a half tonight before i realized it.

how many times should i let the room turn itself sideways (and then realize it is actually me who is turning sideways) before i go see a doctor?

p.s. i want to be a country singer

in an instant messanger conversation with me mom, she said to me (please excuse her poor spelling):
"wehad a really good time at teh bat mitzvah. maybe you can have one. maybe we hsould becomde jews agan"