I'm feeling better.

Not actually good, but better. My feelings kind of scabbed over and I'm a little numb. I was a bit of a mess earlier today because the heat went out again just before I went to bed and I was just feeling kind of... hopeless. It appears to be back on now although I am not going to say "it's fixed" because what if I jinx it. ( Read more... )

( In which my attempts to have a better day almost worked and then were spoiled by the dog having to be put down. )

I am depressed and feel totally useless. I keep being an idiot and reaching out to people who I know aren't going to respond, and then they don't respond and I'm like "oh nooo it's me they hate me" when in fact they're just doing shit like, uh, being too sick or busy to respond, or in one case being sick AND busy AND trapped in fucking Wyoming ( Read more... )

Bleh. Spent the whole day thinking "why am I not asleep, I just want to be asleep ( Read more... )

So I wrote over a thousand words today ( Read more... )

Bugs status: Still here. Submitted second maintenance request asking wtf was up with first maintenance request being closed ( Read more... )

I am doubtful as to whether the landlords did anything about the heat, but it seems to work fine as long as I don't mind turning the thermostat up to a ridiculous swamplike temperature when it starts to dip into the sixties, and as long as I don't have a lot to do in my living room ( Read more... )

So I'm a little energy-drained lately because my fucking heat keeps going out -- please note, the heat actually seems to work fine but either there's something wrong with the thermostat so that it doesn't turn on unless I power cycle it, or it keeps blowing a fuse, because the only way I have figured out to get it to come back on is to go outside ( Read more... )

Okay, so clearly the recs didn't happen! Sorry. Still working on 'em.

What have I done this weekend? Not a lot of writing either, sadly. Writing has kind of been my destressing thing after work lately and I guess I don't feel as much like writing when I'm not stressed out by work?

I did finish rereading Soon I Will Be Invincible, which I ( Read more... )

Probably not writing a long entry tonight; my parents took me out to dinner sort-of-for my birthday ( Read more... )