It's actually been over a month since I left. I'm feeling pretty good about my decision so far. I feel pretty good about myself for the first time in a long time. Progress ( Read more... )

Maybe my expectations were too high for my marriage. I didn't think I expected that much. But I did want a wedding. I did want someone who would dance with me. I did want someone who liked my friends. I wanted romance. I wanted to feel appreciated. But I think, in the end, they are what I wanted. He wasn't that person. I don't think I ever made him ( Read more... )

So I signed up for a sabbatical volunteer program through AirBnb in Italy for 3 months. I was honest and a little funny with my responses. They pick a winner on March 29th. It's up to the Universe to decide if this is what I should do. Now I wait ( Read more... )

I've been in Florida for 8 days now. I've not have an alcoholic beverage in 8 days. I feel pretty good. In the first couple days I had a slight craving for a good crisp white wine, which I find interesting because white wine isn't usually my favorite ( Read more... )

It's definitely been interesting being in Florida with my brother for the last 6 days. I'm proud of how far he's come and know he'll make it through ( Read more... )

I was better today. I think it's because I had a pep talk with a friend of mine. He called me on my shit... which he's good at. I got up this morning, went to the gym and went for a 4.5 mile walk on top of that. Doing things for me. Not going down the dark bunny hole ( Read more... )

Well, I'm off to Florida tomorrow to see my brother. Don't know when I'll be back. I'm nervous, but I really want to be supportive. So I guess tomorrow I'll be beginning my sobriety as well. I actually think it will be a really good thing. My parents seem to drink almost every night, so it will be interesting to see what my body thinks of no more ( Read more... )

It's funny how I just continue to take on everyone else's shit as my own. I want to be there for others. I can't stop. I don't know why!!! I don't have time to deal with my own shit ( Read more... )

Or whatever ( Read more... )

Lolz. Who cares. No Facebook. Doesn't change my life in any way ( Read more... )