I don't know if I've ever been good enough ( Read more... )

I haven't been so happy in awhile. Lately has just been good for me. I feel healthier even though technically I'm not. I feel happier even though nothing has changed. Actually, the biggest thing has changed. My attitude. I just don't let myself get upset over the little things that will pass. I realize things happen and they aren't always fun but ( Read more... )

when i was in the hospital i had an epifany (sp ( Read more... )

so i'm home from the hospital ( Read more... )

dude. i'm getting half of my thyroid taken out tomorrow.
i'm very nervous.
actually at the moment i'm not because i just took anxiety medicine.
but i think i should have only taken half
because i think i'm a little too happy haha.
well i know tomorrow i will be scared.
i just gotta keep praying.
come visit me!
i would enjoy that.

I'm back to Kelso and I love it :]
I really missed myself.
(as weird as that sounds haha)
I'm really happy things are good.
And when they're not..
I take a deep breath and remind myself
It could be worse.
And it's not the end of the world.
It makes me happy that I can be like this again.
It makes me happy to be alive.

so I'm a little bummed right now. I'm not upset or anything just not great ( Read more... )

wow so in an entry not to long ago I wrote ( Read more... )

So this week has been a really good week for me ( Read more... )

today at the beach was so fun ( Read more... )