dramaaaaaa
no bueno man
it sucked
but fuck it ya know.
i dont care what ppl say
to me or about me anymore
just know im not gonna play nice
anymore.

and yea...
its been hot lately..
& i been swimmin the past two days.
w/ nick & lizzy
mainly.
fun times for sure.
I hope this is gonna be a good summer
hmmm

I love alex.
with everything in me.
its seven weeks today.
so far ( Read more... )

this weekend is gonna be interesting
friday is the c/o 07 graduation
& jessicas 18th b-day.
& also "curb" is playin at chris' club.
saturday...
no clue whats goin on
prolly the pirate festival.
& work later on.
sunday is fathers day
im taking alex to galt =]
& out to breakfast w/ the other fam.
*sigh*
damn...
almost 2 motnhs
this is not normal for me
but i guess ( Read more... )

So last night wasnt bad.
not alot of drama @ killers
..not that I was apart of anyways.

got to spend alot of time w/ alex
which is always good.
definatly love him =]
lwhen we got back to my house
i guess i fell asleep
about an hour b4 he did.
i fell asleep mad at him 
for some reason.
but i woke up
happy again.
cuz he was still there...holding me.
hmmm..
i just ( Read more... )

gah
broke a piece of a tooth yesterday
and today
my lip ring broke
& i dont have another one to use
faaaaaack.

kevins party was pretty fun.
good food
& funny ppl.
goin to matt/christinas again tonight
w/ alex.
i hope there isnt much drama there.
hmmm
man im already hella tired
<3

killer
i totally agree with what you said.
I used to write about EVERYTHiNG
that was on my mind
but I stopped
cuz ppl used it against me
or to make things look to be more then they were
or to stir up drama
or whatever it was.
it sucks.
I know.

I also know
no one is perfect
& not everyone will get along
all the time.
its a part of life.

anyways.
moving on from that ( Read more... )

Talking doesnt always solve everything
then again, neither does fighting physically.
drama,drama,drama.
some things are gettin better
oythers are staying the same
changes...
*sigh*

Alex & I have been getting closer
which is nice
but its also scary.
my longest steady relationship
was about 6 weeks
& thats where we are now
6 weeks on saturday.
i think this one ( Read more... )

Times are changing
ppl are drifting
as others get closer
but what can you do
but accept it
& move on
you choose how too
either in a graceful way
or with your claws out & fighting.

I dont even know where I was goin with that
but anyways.
my relationship
is going good
we have about
5 weeks together officially
and six ish unoffiially.
i can see myself with him
for a ( Read more... )

this weekend 
started off horrible
My phone died
& i had to get a new one
which is technically
seans old one
for now ne ways.
ughhh

so that sucked.
but i got to see alex
& a bunch of my other
"friends" or aquaintances
and other ppls
partied it up a bit.
poor alex got sick
he drank too much patron/vodka
the patron was my fault
i brought that shit lol
oh well i warned ( Read more... )

Well looks like im losing friends
left & right.
its amazing isnt it?
how someone can be your best friend
pretty much like a sister
and then hear one thing
from someone else
and not confirl/ask YOU about it
then drop you like its nothing.
hmmm
fuck it dude.
I cant even handle this right now
im not goin into detail
cuz its no ones drama/business but my own.
( Read more... )

so alex stayed over
all weekend
going home here n there to shower
& whatnot
I liked it.
imma miss waking u with him
well...i guess
i gotta wait til fri night lol

sooo
he hella gave me
one of his neclaces
its cute =]
i needa new chain for it tho.
tomorrow
[technically today]
i got work
then i see alexx again =]

i needa get to bed tho..
im hella tired
but my mind is ( Read more... )