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Sweet sweet breeze..
Pick me up.. Embrace me..
Whisper your secrets into my ear
Tell me the things I so wish to hear
Rustle the leaves above my head
Lead the cotton away from the sun
Give the birds air under their wings
Filter the grass, make the bugs run..
Cleanse my soul. Heal my wounds.
Pluck the leaves from my hair
Push me forward into the light
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Broken ties
Ribbons cut
No more lies
No more love
In each round
To fill my cup
I fall down
I fuck up
Spit the dirt
Out of my mouth
Push the earth
And force it south
I'm not here
To cry about
What I fear
The things I doubt
Must stay strong
To survive
I have not long
To be alive
And though I hate
The pain, the strife
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FUCK
I am spinning - round and round.. round and round..
All I have to look forward to is the fall
I know it's coming.. it's inevitable.. no escape..
I was thinking maybe I could just spin in the opposite direction
Even everything out..
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My brain is the Sea..
You are the Moon..
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What I was giving
I'm taking back
What I was thinking
I'm talking smack
What I was hoping
I'm throwing to the wind
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As happy as I am being my own person & making things happen the way I want them to, I still feel like half of me has been ripped away & tossed out of bounds..
I suppose that's normal & will fade with time. I can't help but feel a little sad about it though.
