Today I realized how much I miss you

The way you smiled when my arms

Reached out to touch the person I trust

The quiet moments that turned

Into indepth conversations

Lasting for hours

Where did you go for so long?

Why did you hide in that dark corner

When I held the lantern for hours

Today I realized I will always miss you.

( More )

Dark Angel

We danced all night
My bite sent him
To his knees
My dark angel
Saves me daily
With a smile
Hidden in my memories
A song on repeat
He will never leave
No I didn't clip his wings
We only danced.

( Three )

Tired, so very tired
Of feeling this way
Like in the whole world
I stand alone
Everyone lets go
Once they have
What they want
I'm left here
Alone
As my own rock
Crumbling into
The ocean below.

( More )

L~ove that we feel
O~ver the day and through the nights
V~astly we wait the moment
E~very chance we get to spend it
hand & hand
in love.

( More poetry from the beach )

Buried my feet
Deep within the sand
Losing every worry
Including "the" man
Soft breeze
Makes the hot sun
Bearable upon skin
Easing my body
To relaxation stage
Been far too long
Since the ocean
Blessed this body
Take me sweet water
Down into the depths
Of a new day
Every dawn.

( Beach trip Poetry )

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7~16~06

No,
I am not an angel
No,
I won't try to be
No,
I am not demon
Nor
Am I an innocent soul
Yes
I am only human
Yes
Strange one at that
Yes
A tortured soul
With
A broken yet mended heart
So
Yes ask any question
And
No you have no idea
The answer.

( last set )

6~1/6~2~06

Frustration
Seeps into me
Burrowing downward
My bones burn
This hatred
Was left
Time ago
Maybe that
Never changed
Just stayed
Hiden away
Burried deep
In the cookie jar
Trying to push
The disease out
Yet anger resides
Detroying the smile
And leaving me
Empty inside.

( Only one )

4~21~06

Sometimes
You are left alone
For reasons
To fight
The inner demons
Which only you
Can conquer
These moments
Far inbetween
Gods and goddess'
Are silenced
Leaving one soul
To devour many.

( lalala )