Saw "Crash" free last night, tucked tight between people. Was I the only one who screamed - yes. It caught me in its entwining lives and I wept often. Had 2 extra tickets for a later showing for Gail and a friend, but she called and cancelled. Returned them to the counter, but saw a young woman I work in the cmty with (we are trying to begin a ( Read more... )

for the moment. Last night as I come to my car downtown New Haven, just finished seeing "the importance of being Earnest", sat inside the car and notices a paper under the wipers, a moment of "no I couldn't have gotten a ticket tonight", realizing wrong size & must be an ad, pulled it off the dash and saw these words "Hi Johanna, you are a ( Read more... )

There it was the night I celebrate, the night of my labor, delivery and birth of Jason... My true mother's day. This one was different. For the past 29 year's, I spend those hours from 4:00 pm to 12:04 am, retelling the story in my mind... oh now I was treated to a fish meal, now I threw it up, now I drink some brandy from the flask (the only thing ( Read more... )

I know I am so loved by God because he is doing something tremendous, I will be healed in an area just in time & on Valentine's day. He's setting it in motion via whomelse, but his own. Spoken (the band that speaks to my soul, lets my note last long and has actually verbally talked to me & healed an unsafe place... more of that later). I had ( Read more... )

Hay thesaj, you didn't get me sick, hay Planet fitness with all of the sweaty bodies & disinfecting spray bottles - you didn't get me sick either. I think it was Lori, because she is sick too. Hmm maybe I got it from thesaj & I gave it to Lori. The amazing thing is that traditionally I go to work when sick & I debated at 5:00 am, 6:00 am & 7:00 ( Read more... )

Just back from club swords in Milford. Emissarius surely combined long strong female voice with poetic rythmic male rap. Wasn't quite rap, something I always wanted to hear,it sent me to the mysterious worship place quick. Stereotype was fun, with 3 guys (best guess is black, Italian & PR) all adding urban slang rap. I was the only one bouncing, ( Read more... )

Just like the beginning of the day, it is dawn. I will attempt to begin this just like I attempt to begin my day.

I'm not a writer....i just want to read other peoples.