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The older I get, the more readily I understand how little I know. It also seems that I personally have to do things wrong a few times before I get them right. And that's ok ( Read more... ) -
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It's been a solid two years since my last post. What a change ( Read more... ) -
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"One dance left
We don't know who's leading who
Your arms have gone limp
And I just slipped out of your grasp
And though we might say we're alright
It's clear that we've stepped out of time
There's something quite telling just there
At the edge of your smile
And it's not that a heart has been broken
It's just sad when the flames start to freeze
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I graduated. I have a Bachelor's Degree. The past 20-some years of my life have been with one goal in my head: Get a degree. Well, now I have one...now what?
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I'm a mediocre musician, and I don't work half as much as I should. I'm frustrated with myself. I should be more dedicated. I should be applying myself. It's hard to talk to people about feeling frustrated because they like to make excuses for me that I don't buy. I really wish I didn't have to work - then I could actually practice every day. I ( Read more... ) -
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I need to be more positive.
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Excuse me while I go slit my wrists.
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My head is a whirlwind of static right now, lightly smattered with blips of really excited screaming ( Read more... ) -
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I feel more alone now than I've felt in a long, long time. I don't feel lonely about 60% of the time, which I think is progress. The difference being that lonely feels lacking and incomplete, while alone is just an observation. I don't know what to do anymore - I don't want to be housesitting, I don't want to have nothing to do, but I don't really ( Read more... ) -
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My Internet is out, hopefully just for the evening, so I'm laying in bed typing this up on my phone. I'm glad the app saves drafts, because then I'm allowed to have little ADD moments and go peruse some website until I'm ready to type more.
I'm currently suffering from having eaten too much pasta (I know, I didn't think it was possible either) and ( Read more... )