Some updates for my LiveJournal friends ( Read more... )

Well, for those who know and for those who don't know, Jimmy and I have been together for almost four-and-a-half months now, and I have never been happier! I've fallen in love with my wonderful little Korean-American because he is PERFECT for me!! Regarding my last post, he is NOT clingy IN THE LEAST. In fact, I'm the clingy one!!  o_O  How this ( Read more... )

Yes, this is about love. I seem to be on a roll with this topic lately. ;-)

Well, I have discovered that I don't fare well in forming relationships. I don't believe that it has anything to do with a fear of commitment, but rather a fear of unwanted obligations. See, I have always been a loner by choice. While I do occasionally seek the company of ( Read more... )

There's this girl whom I'm falling for, but she doesn't know how I feel. It's taken a while for things to brew within me, growing over the time that I've known her, and now I'm seeing something for her which I never saw before. And yet, while I feel as though I know her so well, I realize that I don't really know her at all. I want to change that, ( Read more... )

I am...confused...

Above familial matters, college applications, lack of a job, and so much more, I have been confused about my sexuality/gender. I haven't wanted to open up to anyone close to me, out of fear that they would reject me. I haven't even opened up to people online about it (which is something that I can normally do very easily since ( Read more... )

Michael and I are no more. Well...We're still friends, but we don't speak with each other as often as we used to. I'm not heartbroken or anything like that. Honestly, the break-up was mutual and friendly. But it still upsets me at the thought that I finally found something worthwhile, and it has to be taken from me. As it is, Bahrain took Michael ( Read more... )

Okay, I was in a rush the other day whenever I was trying to make sense of my spiritual philosophies and theories. Allow me to clarify and add to some of the concepts that I wrote about ( Read more... )

In continuation of my last entry, I'm going to delve into my own beliefs--a very tentative pool of thoughts, indeed. I'm still confused about basically everything spiritual, and, at any point in time, I'm willing to change my beliefs for something that makes more sense to me. That doesn't happen too often, but it still does, so don't be surprised ( Read more... )

I was reading through my other posts, curious about what the 15-year-old version of me was thinking at the time, and I was shocked to discover just how religious I had been. It is...disgusting to me. I am so different now, my viewpoints shifting back and forth between being agnostic and being an atheist. Currently, I am more agnostic, although ( Read more... )

For a little over two weeks now, I've been in Corpus Christi, Texas, a beautiful city just 100 miles from the Mexican-U.S. border. I love it here! If it weren't for my beloved boyfriend, Michael, I would never have gotten this chance. Before now, I've never travelled anywhere from West Virginia, except for some crossings into Ohio and Pennsylvania ( Read more... )