Loving the new car. As my sister says: New Car, New Start, New You ( Read more... )

So Sam recently had surgery and came out of it okay. What Sam didn't want to tell me before the surgery was that he no longer has feelings for me and no longer finds me attractive. So much for the marriage class we were going to take. I feel anger, hurt, and some part of me just wants to say "I just don't care anymore, I'm tired of crying." I could ( Read more... )

So my husbands family has this girl name Jennifer who lived with them, who had a child, chose a different sexual orientation, and went into the military. The only facts I know for sure is that she lived with them, had son, and my in-laws show compassion for her and she had a partner named Sam (which I have met). However, since her arrival, my ( Read more... )

Is it a lot to ask of someone to be as successful as you are in life? Especially if it is your life partner?

Today I found myself crying on my way home from my parents house. I realized that this will be the first of holidays alone again. When I say alone, I mean without my husband. Tomorrow will be extremely difficult because I see the love that my grandparents and parents share and it made me remember the love that Sam and I onced shared. Everywhere I ( Read more... )

I always thought that if you loved someone (being your life partner) that you would give up anything to be with that person. Yesterday I discovered that I am not that person for my husband. He will not give up Kathryn. (The other woman) So I handed him his wedding ring since he never wears it anymore anyways and said she wins ( Read more... )

On Wednesday I got a fortune cookie that said I would get a fortune...well its not a big fortune but I won Bingo at the local casino and then won a big jackpot on the penny machines. I walked out $117. (Spent 50) so I walked out $67 richer! Not bad for a fun day.

I have to scream! And scream to my friends. Those who know me very well, know of my history with men. I lost my first love to another woman which it was very difficult to recover. It took two years before all the anger, hurt, and pain went away. I started dating again and I found another love. Sam ( Read more... )

Watching re-runs of Sex in the City....can't help thinking about the closing line of one of the episodes...sometimes relationships look better on the outside ( Read more... )

My dad made it to the final interview and camera shot for the game show "Deal or No Deal" on the 25th of this month. I hope he gets on the show. That would be cool to have a dad on a national game show. I'll keep you posted!