I always make new years resolutions. Usually the open ended sort, not one in which I actually need to achieve a particular thing, more to improve a certain aspect of myself. I always have far too many. I have a bit of an obsession with self improvement, which can be both good and bad sometimes ( Read more... )

Today, quite out of the blue, I've decided to resurrect my online journal. I've been meaning to do it for a while. I sometimes feel like I want to document/share the things I do in my life. Have something to look back on ( Read more... )

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I haven't used this journal in almost a year ( Read more... )

Just before, I began to write some stream-of-consciousness nonsense about being lonely, and simply sick of myself being a dreamer. For some reason before I posted it I remembered something my friend Julia said about walking down a street and seing a wall with with large lettered graffiti on it. It said,

"everythings going to be ok." 
I pictured seing ( Read more... )

There were cumulous clouds in the sky on the way home from Bendigo. They would have been wonderful to sit on, if such an act was possible ( Read more... )

I wish I were more down to Earth.

I'm mature, but in such an immature way!

Sometimes, I feel hoplessly lost on Earth. I can't relate to people, more than usual.

Before I sleep; while thoughts are still chattering, candles still flickering and music still playing, I thought I would just say hello. 
Today, I went to Melbourne. I made a friend on the train and did my Christmas shopping in odd, lovely places. I ran after trams, ate lunch in a park, attended a yoga class and ate Japanese food for dinner with my ( Read more... )

This evening I have been sitting on my bed watching the flickering of flames from the candles on my desk. I watch the little pool of melting wax around the wick and the wax gently running down the side of the candle, forming diffrent shapes.
As I watch, my head spins.  'The confusing workings in my mind, must be processed into words.' I think to ( Read more... )

The task of writing lj entry, which I have been wanting to for months now; has become rather bewildering. A blank page, which I could fill with so many things I’ve been thinking about, so many things I’ve been doing. But generally, I just grin at its blankness and write nothing.

My life, (it feels) has become tremendously exciting. A series of ( Read more... )