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According to you
I'm stupid
I'm useless
I cant do anything right
According to you
I'm difficult
hard to please
forever changing my mind
I'm a mess in a dress
can't show up on time
even if it would save my life
According to you, according to you

But according to him
I'm beautiful
incredible
he can't get me out of his head
According to him
I'm funny ( Read more... )

It has been a long time that I have been asleep. That I put to rest the person I used to be so that I could become the person that others wanted me to be. That others demanded I be so that they could live their comfortable little lives without guilt or discomfort ( Read more... )

I know your dirty little secret...

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It wasn't about her...

It wasn't my fault...

And now, you know I know it too...

I have two friends that send me those schmaltzy, feel good, warm fuzzy stories that try to teach us how to be kind to each other, the importance of patriotism, or how simple lessons can teach us life changing inspirations.

Most of these, to be honest, I just glance over. I really don't care to have some didactic lesson of how we should be thrown ( Read more... )

Here I stand alone

With this weight upon my heart

And it will not go away

In my head I keep on looking back

Right back to the start

Wondering what it was that made you change

Well I tried

But I had to draw the line

And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind

What if I had never let you go

Would you be the man I used to know

If I'd stayed

If you'd ( Read more... )

Today, I am 38. I don't feel 38. I don't even feel 30. To be honest, I don't feel any age anymore, which I guess can be said as a good thing...I am at that point where my 20's are definitely behind me, and I have matured a bit into the life I have.

The last year, since my last birthday, has been quite an amazing one...Just off the heels of having ( Read more... )

First off..this disgusts me...And doesn't surprise me...It happens a lot...A tragedy strikes, countries send well intended aid, and it gets stopped on the docks to rot. It happened in Ethiopia, and it has happened elsewhere. It is not shocking that those in power are holding things from the poor to help themselves. Chances are, this aid will sit on ( Read more... )

I was driving behind a dirty, beat up black truck this morning on my way to work. I note this because on the lower right hand corner of the back window, it had a "In Loving Memory" sticker...

This is my latest pet peeve...

I hate these stickers for a number of reasons...

1) What a way to show you love your deceased loved one by making your vehicle ( Read more... )

I have been talking to a friend a great deal recently about how positive thinking and creative visualization work. Things that have taken place over the last 8 months have made me realize that really, with the right outlook and the right frame of mind, there is quite literally nothing we can't do as people. So Sunday night, after hearing about his ( Read more... )

So....I did something extremely gluttonous yesterday...

I bought a self-cleaning cat litter box...

You know, there was a time when I would see that and simply shake my head at the completely self-indulgent things we have in this world, and was it really necessary to have a cat box that cleans itself? How lazy does one have to be to own one of these ( Read more... )