It comes in waves, this feeling of honesty. Like the walls are down for a little while and these thoughts are mine and not some idealistic nonsense that I feel justified in believing or implanted through the axioms of my society ( Read more... )

Aunt Joyce dying feels like some ominous warning about my g'parents health. If they pass away, life will get a lot shitty. Because when they die, so will a piece of my family, my life, my comfort zone, and my understanding of life.

"feigning all the trials and tribulations, none of us have actually been there...not like you."

threw down my halo
tore off my wings
soared through the clouds
on the bed of my dreams

So, I shelled about a bunch of money on a big ass tv (40" flat screen LCD) yesterday and waves of several differing emotions/perceptions have surfaced ( Read more... )

So, I'm about to go to bed, but I kinda wanna talk about myself for a bit. YaY, the contents of my mind come spilling forth onto the digital page once again ( Read more... )

I was just playing poker over at free-bwin and I went from 150 chips to winning it. I think this was more than just luck, though I did rely on it in key moments to win. It wasn't just skill. And, that's the whole point of pot odds: based on what's on the table and your hand is it worth betting? A better definition is probably: the ratio of your ( Read more... )

On Thursday, 10/29/09, at approximately 11:00 PM, CMPD responded to a 1st degree Burglary/Armed Robbery at 9811 Campus Walk #K. Three males knocked on the victims’ door and then forced their way into apartment. Two of the victims’ stated the suspects asked, “where is the money and the marijuana.” One suspect was armed with a black handgun and ( Read more... )

So, I got a lot more feedback on this subject than I expected, and I kinda typed the last thought in a hurry. I feel that based on how people took my words that this thought needs to be redirected and reworded ( Read more... )

11:40pmSamuel ( Read more... )

It's about a girl, I think. Or, maybe it's about me. Considering how I don't really know anything about her it's probably just about me ( Read more... )