We should be nice to the little animals ( Read more... )

Back on two feet again ( Read more... )

It needs to end. These feeling I have for my dream girl have soured. Not that I have lost my love for her, but that my emotional stance is completely unhealthy. I have no security in my life for the time being. Which would be fine if I could just FOCUS and show some of my old discipline. My character is giving way to something I can't recognize. ( Read more... )

...creeps into my mind. It's daunting to say the least because I don't feel that she deserves that level of intensity from me. I mean, there's so many things about her that consume my thoughts. It's fairly unhealthy. But, I am learning a lot through this relationship. And, if there's one thing that I want her to realize through this whole ( Read more... )

I'll have my degrees by the end of the week: BS in Biochemistry & BA in Chemistry ( Read more... )

I hate the nature of this relationship sometimes. We've spent so little time in person, yet I feel things for her that are so intense I almost feel like I'm going insane. I don't want the distance thing to get in the way, but unless I am God himself or The Divine is truly looking out for me I am all alone on this one. It's like there is so much ( Read more... )

It has become apparent to me that there are two components to dealing with organic/psychic problems. While the logic component strives to solve the problem it may only find that it's attempting to overlay an ideal/absolute over something that is real/relative. Many times we have seen this attempted in our 'world of men' and often times the ( Read more... )

Why do I do stupid shit when it comes to women. None of my experiences with girls has ever truly been normal. Normal means being a stranger ( Read more... )

I am alive. I feel it. I am a beast that has spawned a lovely tool we call the human brain. But, I didn't do it on my own accord. I must take advantage of it while I can ( Read more... )

It's time to sober up. School is tomorrow and there are things that must be done to further the goal. THE GOAL. It is why I am here. Maybe I'll get lucky and find some rather invigorating experiences this semester. As a man that doesn't pray, I pray for my rise into manhood. This is my time.