these last couple months have been nothing short of hell. from Sean's mom dying, to what little I had with Mike falling apart... I just feel like I've been growing up way too fast, and I'm too exposed to the harsh reality of life and I'm just not ready ( Read more... )

I'm gonna start a list of all the things I want for my 16th birthday.

( sweet sixteen, bia! )

I love him with all my fucking heart and he loves me too but he must not want me because he doesn't try and he doesn't talk to me out of school and he doesn't call me and I wait like the fucking fool I am and I crave too much. He kissed me about six days, four hours, and twenty minutes ago. I can't believe I think of it in terms like that, but I do ( Read more... )

I know that this is all I ever talk about in my entries, but I need to vent somehow. It's not like I can talk to Dan about it, because that'd be like a slap in the face. And Elin's busy and I don't want to bug her by talking about it constantly. So this is my only outlet ( Read more... )

I hate myself more than I have ever hated anything ( Read more... )

I wish I knew what to say to fix things -- everything. No one could fuck up as spectacular as I did. I lost you. Forever. I gave up the best thing I had to chase a boy that I barely knew. I threw away 8 months of commitment and true love. And for what? It wasn't worth it. I tossed aside the one thing I was so sure of for a walk on the wild side, ( Read more... )

( I'M NOT ON CRACK, I SWEARRRR )

( omfgz. )

President Bush has just made a public announcment about homosexuality on CBS as of 02/23/05. George Bush is going to put a ban on homosexuals in the media because its "raising the future americans the wrong way" as he states in the interview. If we can get 200 people to sign this petition, we can get this bill not passed. Your help is really needed ( Read more... )

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