It's a dark, rainy morning in Wales as I begin typing this. I have no complaints, though. The weather has been terrific over the past week that I've been here ( Read more... )

That's a question I often ask myself. When you've lived much of your life alternating between the isolation of shyness and the bravado it takes to not miss out on life's exciting moments, you often feel lost... lost in false images triggered by your fantasies and your fears ( Read more... )

I've been having the most intense and emotional flashbacks all day today ( Read more... )

It's 4:05am. It's dark and drizzly in midtown Manhattan as I get off the train from Jersey City on the way to work. I pass by the typical round of early-rising commuters also starting their day and tipsy folks ending their night ( Read more... )

...my boyfriend. Even though we spend lots of time together, our time apart is always so incredibly difficult ( Read more... )

At around 2:15am, my eyes openned. Another restless night of sleep was over. There was no point in trying to snooze anymore, since the alarm to kick-start my day was due to ring in about 45 minutes ( Read more... )

...that's where I'm writing from at the moment ( Read more... )

As she uttered the words, "we are still friends, right?" I felt myself trying desperately to freeze my face so that it wouldn't flinch or react in any other way. Was she kidding me? I took a breath and successfully stopped myself from uttering the words "What fucking grade of school are we in ( Read more... )

After another long and grueling week of work and life, I needed something simple and easy to indulge in on this (finally) quiet Saturday morning... like a new meme! Here goes ( Read more... )

So, I'm watching a rebroadcast of "Total Request Live" on MTV, and right in the middle of scream of the typical youth-maybe, out comes Kurt Loder. Looking every second of his mid-50s age, he start pontificating in the most cranky, self-important manner about an alterna-rock act that the kids in the audience should be getting into. As I watched, all ( Read more... )