In case you couldn't tell, I think I fucked up. I hope I didn't fuck up too much though. Well, I kind of did, but who knows. I made the mistake of thinking that I could handle one beer, not thinking about how soon I had to take my nightly dose of medication. And I got FUCKED up. Too fucked up to make a good decision about whether or not to text my ( Read more... )

I guess they say patience is a virtue because it's so damn hard. The past couple days have found me incredibly stressed out because of the uncontrollable urge I keep having to march right into the Whole Foods my green-haired darling works at, drag him from behind the cheese counter by the hair and say, 'We're talking this out like adults and fixing ( Read more... )

Well, yesterday I came home from the psych ward after staying there for about two weeks. I am still struggling with Deeper Bullshit from all sides, but I do kind of feel better. I think ( Read more... )

I feel like every time I make a post here, it begins with me apologizing for not posting in a while. So again, I am sorry that I am not as frequent an LJ person as I used to be, but with work and finally having IRL friends and stuff, I just don't spend nearly as much time in front of the computer as I used to. So I am sorry for that! Again, let me ( Read more... )

Sorry I've been super quiet here. So many things going on lately! I had three conventions in the past two months, whew! If you want to keep super close tabs on my art and convention trips and all that, please just keep an eye on my blog, which is www.hochmonster.com. I still post fanart and stuff there, but I'm trying to make that my main dumping ( Read more... )

So I finally came up with designs for a magical girl team to fit in the new manga story I’ve been tinkering with. Their little outfits started out more traditional fantasy and then ended up like this because I find Native American spirituality wonderful and also that it is underdone when it comes to things that reference it. So I thought that could ( Read more... )

Why is it that when people I care about are upset and I'm worried about them, everything just comes out a garbled mess. I was rushing to get to my boyfriend, who was blowing up my phone to get to him as fast as possible, even though I was working. And I kind of felt bad and guilty by the time I arrived and I thought he was mad becuse he was acting ( Read more... )

I feel like I live a dream right now! I finally have a job that I really, really enjoy, and I’m making decent money at it too! Not only is it delicious, and not only do I get to draw all day, but also it’s for the socially conscious Whole Foods Market, hip hip hooraaaaaaaaaaaay! Every Whole Foods has an in-house marketing team that is in charge of ( Read more... )

Lol, LJ people who have been reading this blog since like five years ago: you will probably remember the dumb cunt of an ex best friend I used to have who really fucked me over back then. I love how just when I think I'm over it enough to not give two flying fucks about her, she still manages to make my life difficult from beyond the grave, as it ( Read more... )

So I think I mentioned a while ago that I started drawing a manga. I kind of had to put it down because I was a little too depressed and freaked out last month to do anything at all, but I picked it up again this past week and churned out a bunch of stuff. In particular, I've finished the first three pages (though I think I will make a prologue to ( Read more... )