Is it really that hard to remove my name from an emailing list? I mean, really? I really don't like being 'reminded' in this manner, because it just feels like nobody's listening to me. It's not helping that "I don't think my friends listen to me" feeling I have in my gut, you know? I don't want to be solicited more times in a single month than I ( Read more... )

I've been having terrible dreams recently. I'm not even sure where to begin, but I think it's my medication. I don't know, but it makes me very anxious in my waking hours, afraid to fall asleep and wake more restless ( Read more... )

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I'm listening to Ben Folds again ( Read more... )

So I've added some to the ScrapBook here ( Read more... )

So I'm here, I'm back in North Carolina. But all I can think of is something that may or may not be, right this very moment, somewhere in California. I'm horribly bored, and I'm horribly distracted, and I kind of want it to be last week all over again. No... Last weekend. I don't know ( Read more... )

So this boy and I have been talking. We've both been kinda into each other and flirty with each other for awhile, but we came to the conclusion the other day that nothing could come of it for various reasons. Now things are incredibly awkward between us, and I find it hard to be around him without feeling like shit. Not because I feel like I've ( Read more... )

I'm dealing with some boy issues again. The boy I fancy is giving me so many mixed messages it's driving me absolutely bazoomie. Sometimes he flirts like a maniac, sometimes he treats me with utter disregard. It makes me feel a bit like a toy. And I don't like being toyed with. I've reached a bit of an edge, and I've made it clear to him that we ( Read more... )

the other side of...Virginia Slims ( Read more... )

It's been a weird time for me. I start work at the gym sometime this week, which is good, and hopefully I'll be over my massive bout with tonsilitis by then (I've had it for three weeks now, despite multiple trip to the hospital). I've been thinking a lot about my relationships, how they function in my life, and how I function within them. I've ( Read more... )