So it's been years ( Read more... )

Writing again, I do believe.  I would post my stories here... but am not sure how to do so... they seem a bit lengthy.  But that would make life easier on Schneptune... instead of getting volumes and volumes mailed to her at work, where she stays oh-so busy doing tasks that require her perfect script, or practing horse stance for her bosses.

i'm much much into my wine and tryint to be very precise... i caught that last scrrew up "t" and now it's ON... LET THE DRUNKEN SHIT BEGIN ( Read more... )

Lynn (of course), Mags, VCA, NorahdearNorah (one word), Valeronka, Jeannie... the women have somehow banded together to slowly, carefully pull be from the abyss that is my current place of residing.  I am in the underworld... sick, sickened, weary, ready to succumb.  And yet they have this moss encrusted line around my chest and they give little ( Read more... )

for completely unrelated reasons, at this moment i kind of hope there is no reincarnation....  the boys were playing and the baby muttered, "when i used to be big?"  my ears perked up... they always do when young children discuss what it was like when they "used to be big"... as if the memories are closer... well, he took a breath and went on... " ( Read more... )

So how do you tell people your dad died.  That sentence sounds wrong; it is far less than it should be.  I has lots of heavy "d's" but no importance, really.  How do you tell people, that even if you hated him some of your life, and disliked him lots of it, and begrudgingly found his crankiness... what, refreshing? no, still annoying....  That you ( Read more... )

Last night, only because I'd had much wine... my husband was able to get me into a compromising situation.  After we'd watched a marathon of Ghost Hunters and talked delightedly about the supernatural and the meaning of life and the nature (or lack thereof) of eternity... him plying me with more and more wine the while... he seduced me ( Read more... )

been a bit, it has!  life is what it so often can be... a dickfest (and not in the good way, grin).  this family move to oregon thing literally haunts me... it is in my dreams always.  i rage at my mom and fight with my brother and scold my sister-in-law... the only ones i can't see in the dreams are the babies.  i miss their voices.  i miss connor ( Read more... )

this isn't much of a post, but, MY GOD days are long when you get up early!  why didn't anybody tell me this???? i'm almost EAGER to go back to school, i'm so bored by 10 a.m.!  of course i'm also blind because i'm averaging two hours of sleep a night, but i'll probably feel a desperate need to sleep in until 10 minutes before class once school ( Read more... )

my brother is moving my mother and all of his children (MY CHILDREN, DAMNIT... doesn't he know??) to Oregon ( Read more... )