( This is what true love looks like... )

He found me on the floor in the shower hugging my knees crying.

( Safety )

I'm so angry at Dad. I know I fucked up, I know I was wicked nasty to Lillie and yeah I did want to hurt her! I wanted her to feel pain cause I was dying inside. But how can I really be mean to her when she isn't capable of truly understanding?

( It was a privilege to have my heart broken by you... )

He wanted this, he asked for the divorce. I was willing to stay with him, never ever hurt him again no matter what I felt. I knew when he asked for the divorce I should have insisted we wait till he was out of Danvers, not that it would have made a difference maybe but all these what ifs are driving me mad.

( Saying goodbye is never easy )

Sitting there on my bed watching him pass was amusing at first, but now it is just annoying. I stand up and move to him standing in front of him stopping his endless pacing. He looks up at me and glares ( Read more... )

I never thought I’d ever see him again, well maybe SEE him, but talk to him; although I should have known better. This is Elijah. He has so much love in him. Rhys was a fool to ever let him go - apparently Rhys and a few others as well.

( The golden moments in the stream of life rush past us and we see nothing but sand; the angels come to visit us, and we only know them when they are gone. )

I worry about Elijah. He has lost so much, now Christian. Christian gave the ultimate for him, but that is of little comfort to Elijah I’m sure. He is again alone. Shox and I have spoken, he is hopeful Elijah will stay on island, but I worry. There is nothing but couples and children. Jelle and I are not living together, but we are together. I ( Read more... )

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Dragos is resting and is no longer crying out in pain. I want to go hunt with Alim, but am torn to stay close to Dragos. He has been more of a father than brother to me. He has told me many times if he were to ever perish I would take over his role. I am honored but I do not wish for that to ever happen.

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As I lean on Alison the pain shoots through me and I wince. David looks back at me but continues to lead the way through the alley. Finally we are alone and we slip through the ether back to the den.

( Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. )