this should be HIGHLY entertaining ( Read more... )

so what, i got bored babysitting the other day.

( sue me )

i'm contently sitting in the passenger seat, reclined and enjoying this sideview of your beautifully constructed face, concentrating on the road. so many people and faces all melted to one steering wheel. the engine exploded for a while there, but we dipped out big-stick popsicles on it, and it seems to be fixed. sugar coating fixes everything. i'm ( Read more... )

i never finished watching dinotopia, damnit. but i made 65 bucks, so it's all good. not to mention i earned the appreciation of an unglued couple. i feel so needed.

onto other things. this weekend, as i suspected it would be, hasn't been too spectacular. i bought a new hat, and i went on a date with my best friend ellen(a metaphorical date we shall ( Read more... )

i can feel the edge beneath me, like it's already gone. i've pushed myself so far. i can't take it back, but i can take a step backwards, or i can wait and fall off. it isn't like i'm not going to. i know what kind of mess i'm in now, and i know what the outcome will be. i can't refrain myself from thinking it. it's going to be de ja vu, a repeat, ( Read more... )

i had my happy ending. my heart is satisfied. i'm not a melancholy person anymore. however, today is a sad day. the 9/11 of a small family. one year ago today, we lost a very honest, a very caring person. and i'm still mourning it as if today were the day. dates are only reminders of things we don't want to remember, but if we lose sight of those ( Read more... )

i did bring this upon myself, and now i do have to deal with it. but maybe writing will relieve it a little. it's just that i can't really compare to her. i'm afraid to ever ask about her because i'm afraid i'll hear nothing but good things. i thought this way before and people told me how stupid i was being, but now i have proof. i don't want to ( Read more... )

so for biology, as the last project of the year, we're dissecting frogs. a lot of people are really disgusted by it, and i sure was at first, but now i think it's really cool. i like prodding around through the organs. it gives me a sensational rush. not really, but it is pretty fun. maybe i'm meant to be a biologist.

the smell was unbarable at ( Read more... )

this is the sluttiest survey you'll ever see me take. but i guess i'm going to be honest.
( you know what bitch )

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