that was intense. i don't even want to think about what could have happened. what could have, but didn't. michelle's window could have been up and the glass could have really gotten to her, or to both of us. my foot could have been on the dashboard and my leg could have been through my hip. we could have forgotten our seatbelts and be dead. my head ( Read more... )

today we're going to play a little game. it's called Where's Stephanie?

Rule:
1.)Find Stephanie by following the red arrow.

numero uno:

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WHOOT WHOOT my parents are sooo out of town this weekend! and i'm calm and COMPLACENT. its all okay, right? i feel so very relaxed. no more downs, but maybe a few ups. SEVEN-UPS. because fast places haven't quite kissed my heart like you have. and now what's sitting in my ponded mind is you and your fishing pole, love magnet attached. us under the ( Read more... )

i read through every girl's journal and never understand their sob stories, until now. i couldn't imagine any guy treating me the way they treat them. maybe because mine is geniune and sweet, sincere. maybe because i chose the perfect one, or because he chose me. who knows. all i know is i'm the luckiest girl in the world. i have my best friend, i ( Read more... )

i've memorized every note of the music, every motion of your finger pressing on the key. i can sing it and dance in perfect syncronization, and the moments pass me back to times where we drove late at night, and i was so young inside, and though i felt on top of the world and i thought that no one could defeat me then, i was vulnerable and he was ( Read more... )

AGHHHHH I AM SO HAPPY!!!
skott actually asked me to be his girlfriend again! he was so sweet.. i can't believe it. AGH! we were laying on his bed, and i was kissing his forehead, and he said "amy?" and i said "skott?" and he paused... and i pulled a way a little, and he asked "will you be my girlfriend again?" and i didn't even want to say it out ( Read more... )

GOD I AM SO THE HAPPIEST PERSON ALIVE DESPITE IT ALL!
swoon!

i dont know. it feels like suddenly everyone hates me. i know they don't, but sometimes i just see the wrong looks i know they don't mean. at least i think they don't mean. i always wonder if they're saying shit about me. or maybe its just that one person that i never get to talk to anymore, that knows i mean them. and i don't mean it in a bad way ( Read more... )

that could have been the perfect night, it could have been everything. what i've wanted back for so long could have been mine. but again i've gone and messed everything good up. at least i still have that voice and that face. maybe it's not mine, but i still have it. maybe this is my break to talk to him about everything, after every chance ( Read more... )

maybe if i just stopped thinking too much, stopped analyzing, or if i just gave up..

maybe if i just stopped breathing, it would be better.