Im actually headed back to school. Im gonna go into psyc. Possibly nero-psyc to figure out what a balanced brain chemistry actually is in terms of chemicals and then how to achieve that in someone using natural methods to get the right enzymens instead of drugs to create balance. I think that idea will develop more with the information i will get ( Read more... )

We are back from California. Sadly I didnt get to see everyone I wanted to but thats ok. It was pretty much like an actual vacation. Almost no stress AT ALL. Fabulous! We left wed night and went to my cousin Lynns in silverton OR. Sean, unfortunately, had gotten a call from his boss an hour before he took off with a major blow up. The new CTO of ( Read more... )

I havnt been as bored for this tech though I must say. I am working with really great people. The show is a Noel Coward review/bio. Its got a lot of vaudeville and tap and fun which is nice though not particularly engaging. I am not getting a lot of sleep either though so i keep falling asleep in the dark theatre in my bf's warm comfy hoodie. I ( Read more... )

So i am going to be alone for at least a night. Its crazy how much I love sleeping with someone now. BUT I am going to be house/cat sitting for my former college advisor/boss and its an amazing house. they even have a hot tub! ITs out in the lushus green belt of Tiger Mt. called the north bend. I am going to vegg out on their comfy sofa and listen ( Read more... )

I am also a gossip Queen! But I am trying not to hurt anyone so I am posting my gossip to people who wont know the people I am talking about.... and because I want to let all my friends know how happy I am ( Read more... )

So i totally got the apartment. I wont know if i got the manager position untill later but keep sending those good vibes out for me. I am so excited, I move in on the 4th of june. So hopefully i will get to sleep there my birthday night. woot ( Read more... )

You want to think that sometime the pain will stop, but I guess that two or so months.... whatever its been... isnt long enough. I still think about him all the time and wish I was with him eventhough I have someone I am seeing who is really a cool cool person. This persons name is sean, and he is basically keeping me from going on a large-scale ( Read more... )

tonight is a night of drunkin debaughery. I have friends broken up with the tool that was once my boyfriend and better off for it. There is only so much that you can treat a person like shit before they come to their senses and say "stop. i dont want you in my life. i deserve to be treated better" I look back on this relationship as a learning ( Read more... )

So i just got fired from my next job. So basically now I am screwed. I had a whole budget and plan to get out of debt and now I am not going to be able to do any of it. I dont know what I am going to do. They say bad news comes in threes. So now no job in addition to no boyfriend. Whats the third... I have the horrible thought that its going to be ( Read more... )

So for Marks birthday Gabby threw a Marvel comic party. I dressed up as mystique and I must say it was fun making the costume. It was also fun having Lola and Allison paint me blue. :-) I looked good, but deffintally not like myself. The blue paint altered the lines of my face drastically ( Read more... )