Some things have happened and words have been said and I'm feeling better. I'm still not happy, but I have accepted the situation and that is the first step. I have also accepted that there are a lot of things that I need to do and that I need to change about myself, so I am working towards that ( Read more... )

Stolen from visi_yesthatone

( What's Your Seduction Style? )

Lesson D42(ish): Feelings

Assesement and Focus:

Marie: So what do you like to do in your free time?
Student (middle aged, male): I like to go to bars.
M: Oh, what do you like to do there?
S: I like to talk to girls.  Then take them home with me.
M (glancing at student's hand): Aren't you married?
S: Yes.
M: Oookay, today we're talking about feelings...

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I don't know if I can take much more of this. I can't sleep, I get sick when I eat, and I can't stop crying. (And it's not even just about this whole situation with Max. It was a wonderful catalyst though. Just wonderful. Perfect timing.) All I want is a hug, and I'm a million miles from anyone that could do that for me. It's been six weeks ( Read more... )

Imagine my surprise when I'm flipping channels and all of a sudden it's NOIZ on this random NHK program. I forget the full name of the program, but its something like Angel something-something MAX (http://www3.nhk.or.jp/tvkun/). It was so funny! I think they were interviewing for some ( Read more... )

I mentioned in a prevous entry about my Sunday Kinder class? Yes, I did. Well, now I have two Sunday Kinder classes, so we will refer to them as my 11:40 Kinders and my 1:20 Kinders. Now that the terminology is settled ( Read more... )

I'm still hurting. I would be kidding myself if I thought that this won't hurt for a long time to come. At least things are somewhat manageable now. I've made a few decisions that are helping me get through the days, but I can't help but think that in the long run they're going to prove to be unhealthy and make it even harder when the ultimate ( Read more... )

Lookee me posting from my cellphone! I pay for unlimited use so I might as well use it, right ( Read more... )

I hate it here. I hate it so much.　The more I try to like it here, the more I grow to hate it. For what must have been the hundredth time since I got here, I called my Mom in absolute hysterics about my life. And now, after our conversation, I am faced with a decision: if I want to come home, my parents will do everything they can to make it ( Read more... )

I think the initial shock of moving and adjusting to a new environment is wearing off. Gifu is still really country and really damn inconvienent most of the time, but its easier to deal with now ( Read more... )