Interesting experience ( Read more... )

I feel that problems manifest when you openly identify them as problems. Something like the notion of admitting you have a problem meaning you've taken the first step. But who defines problems? Things are becoming crazy around here, like every single possible aspect of our bodily functions have been carefully monitored and the drugs have all been ( Read more... )

I sat down today to register for classes for my final year of college. My classes amounted to some mundane general education courses I left out of my curriculum until now, huge mistake, and some advanced communication theory courses, all of which seem like minor altercations of classes I've taken in the past. Basically, I realized that through ( Read more... )

Very trivial venting about typical college scenario goes as follows ( Read more... )

Well Florence was knowingly the fresh breath of life I needed. I'd like to craft my dedication in an eloquent way but I suppose I should just jump right in ( Read more... )

well i am here in italy, and i feel as though life has escaped me and im watching from afar and all the amazing things unfolding in front of me.
nick is amazing
florence is wonderful

so much more to come, i just felt i needed to breathe in here.

ciao.

I am helpless; I admitt. I have fallen victim to letting the outside dictate my inside. I find a peaceful sactuary in the depths of my own mind; a place of borderline pathetic loneliness. A friendless, yet very content walk along the edge of the boundaries of life that only the seldom partial creative elite can wander ( Read more... )

Nine days until I step off a plane in Italy &attack nicholas michael petrow with all the built up anger rooted in love that I've ever felt in a lifetime. I feel that the next time I touch his skin, taste his mouth, and frolick hand-in-hand with him in Italian sunshine, my happiness could cure cancer.

He is trees ( Read more... )

Well that was a rather unpleasant week. I'm easing back into my progessive mind and trying to get away from that anxious, intrusive mentality that honestly ruined me. Up and down up and down up and down; this is all I have come to know. I hold onto feelings of joy but they are always laced with the belief that at some point, something will go wrong ( Read more... )