I don't even know what to say.

it's all definitely so surreal. but the best part is driving around with my best friends just talking about all of our memories and laughing and having fun.

I just wish it didn't hurt so bad.

and I definitely need Joe here.

friends only.

I'm pretty sure that no one reads this that isn't my friend. but if you do, comment to be added.

so I'm fairly certain that I will not be returning to Central next year ( Read more... )

once again your eyes make it hard to say goodbye so I'll just keep driving.that doesn't have any relevance to anything, but oh well. I wanted to say it ( Read more... )

I'm not a jealous person at all...

...so tell me why I'm so jealous right now?

I haven't updated in a long time. so here is what has happened ( Read more... )

I hate how I write my most thought out entry in FOREVER and no one leaves me any comments at all. it makes me really sad.

why is it that I'm not happy?

I have everything. amazing boyfriend. fantastics friends. but somehow I just cannot be happy. and I don't know why.

I wish I was back in high school. things were much much easier then. with everything.

I was going back and reading my old entries. and I found this:
Mike tells me I'm such a great ( Read more... )

"my name might be complicated but the rest of me is easy"....

...as said so eloquently by a girl on Next.

so as it turns out, I do not have skin cancer.

this is good news.

:o)