i miss dance ( Read more... )

i have come to realise the world is a scary place ( Read more... )

Hello Old Self ( Read more... )

6 days of lui are done
it's been 4 hours since i've left TO
and I already have the sick feeling of missing him. 
infact the moment i got in my car and watched him 
walk back inside, i felt the twinge of longing. 
call it being pathetic, call it needy, call it whatever you want. 
i call it being truely, deeply, madly in love. 
i've never known it possible ( Read more... )

how does one be a strong person ? 
what characteristics do others have that i lack ? 
and does even the strongest person break down ?

i can't help but feel like im letting everyone down. 
like im supposed to do so much more with my life. 
i look at people like..
my mother
father, 
mr and mrs. caprio. 
luigi
 my friends. 
and think. 
my god. 
they have had some ( Read more... )

it's pathetic.
we get excited about no bombing in iraq for 2 months.
we shouldn't have to worry about bombing.
about thousands of people being blown to pieces.
i know it's the only thing those people know.
but it frustrates me.
why are people so gruesome.
why do we have to solve everything with pain.
and the eye for an eye rule.

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there was a prediction made,  5 months ago.....
and the prediction went alittle like this.... 
"if things keep going this way, I can see you living in TO, and perhaps planning a special occasion" 
I laughed it off... but secretly hoped. 
deep.
down.
inside.
that there could be even the slightest chance that may happen. 
I took it day by day...
just ( Read more... )

It's been a while since i've posted.
life has changed for me. 
ever since june 4th
life as i knew it has seased to exsist.
i no longer dance with a studio.
i no longer am in school.
i no longer am single.
all the dreams i once had 
are well, still there. 
but they don't seem as important. 
it seems i've adopted new characteristics, 
habbits and ( Read more... )

if i lay here, if i just lay here.. 
would you lie with me and just forget the world....

its seems as if the worlds rotating too fast.
and i have to continuosly hold onto something, 
hold onto someone.
or else i fear i may just fall over.
and if i fall over, i may not beable to get back up.

summer has come and is going now ( Read more... )