I have been look at all my old stuff, old friends. I miss my LJ friends, no one is using this venue any more.
just kind of sad

I'm still here ( Read more... )

anyone still using LJ?

For those who don't know, my Mother passed away yesterday morning.
I will be attending to arrangements for the next few days.

My mother is now in hospice and I will be focused on her care until she passes. she has been given several days to a couple weeks left. Handling the details has left me stressed and exhausted, I took tonight off just to try to get some sleep. I will be absent from the community until this is all over. Emotions run the all over the place, anger, ( Read more... )

I am doing research on Leather/BDSM groups or clubs that require disclose of STDs (hsv,hiv or others)for mainly play parties or hands on classes. Any info would be appreciated.

Where we need Leaders we have Facilitators, We as a collective (not community the myth) need strong leaders, it has been many years since we have had any. Now this is mainly the Hetero collective. Anyone can and has created a group, usually via Hetlife (aka fetlife) and make it up as they go along. To have the group with the most people seems to be ( Read more... )

Ok, 3 hours later and I am minus a wisdom tooth and anesthisia is wearing off. I am thinking about adding Dental play to my repritorie, as the GIVER!! tortured for 3 hours as they took the tooth out piece by piece. So, soup and vicodin for dinner tonight. aside from that I have noticed that a lot of people on Hetlife (aka fetlife) don't really get ( Read more... )

I talked with my Mom today about hospice, it just made it more real that she is dying. She moved to Azle when she moved her to be closer to my brother and his family, then he died a few years ago. My sister-in-law went over the edge and has not been right since, she never visited after. I think I resent him dying and leaving me the only son left to ( Read more... )

Fourth Friday last night, always good to see friends and catch up. today was R&R (rest and relaxation) did some shopping and now cooking fajitas for dinner. Tomorrow is a cookout with zie's family ( Read more... )