So, I got my internet at my house. Nice connection. Got my new PC, its a beauty with 9800 Nvidia in it. Before I get ICQ or AIM I delve straight into the world of online video games. Dawn of War 2, Fall Out 3 and all sorts of shit. La dee da having a great time. Can't sleep tonight got to get myself on a new schedule so I decide I'm going to stay ( Read more... )

Another long time jump between posting, but, not really a lot to post nor the time to fill in entries. At home I don't have a real internet connection, so, I usually only post away from home - like now chilling at the FNC while my wife finishes her work. She doesn't need any assistance here but doesn't like coming in at night alone. The pre-school ( Read more... )

Alright - so another, what, year and I make an update. Not bad, two every four years. Hah! So, from my last update I'm not sure what all I included, but, since then I have been to Idaho and back. I went to Nampa, Idaho to attend Centennial Job Corps and training in Business Technologies and Finance (Accounting) for nearly a year. It was struggles ( Read more... )

   Hello world, this is John calling ( Read more... )

( New Character Intro )

Never felt any distance, never saw any signs, never thought I was slipping - and now I'm out of time. I need to stop right now. I can not fake this anymore, I need control right now and to get my face off the floor. Lost in the catacombs, somehow I'm feeling at home. Not far to go, not far at all.

( The Melt Down\ )

Courtesy of, my neck feels stiff until I wake up. You're just an entire joke, but back to my neck. It's worth my time, whatever that means ( Read more... )

Dear Journal ( Read more... )

Seeds from a thousand others drip down from within ( Read more... )

As I sit here, thinking about my bad day and nursing this six pack like it was the only thing i had in the world, I just have to breathe before I stop. One step, one breath, one moment at a time. But it isn't helping. It isn't easing this pain inside. This growing sensation of dread that brings me to my knees. Man, when will I get a break? When can ( Read more... )