( another ER visit )

 First dose of four and I'm already cramping. Thank goodness for narcotics, I think I'm gonna need them.

You know, I got everything I needed except one thing  -- Kleenex.  Oops.

M.

Edit: Holy crow! Empracet is the drug of the Gods. I went from Level Six Pain to Level Three in about a minute(and about 15 minutes after taking the pill). Maybe I'll ( Read more... )

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Th'Boy: "Hey, ummmm, about that Baby thing ( Read more... )

I cried a bit and I think that'll be enough for now. I'm in an odd place at the moment -- it doesn't feel as much like the end of the world as I thought it would ( Read more... )

No heartbeat.

No visible baby at all.

Just a dark spot that might, at one point, have been a baby.

I'm mostly ok. Part of me keeps hoping he'll call and say he made a mistake and missed something.

Oh well, I got this far. We'll get farther next time.

There's still some waiting -- I had a blood test and there's going to be another one in a couple of ( Read more... )

I have an ultrasound scheduled for tomorrow morning. The next 25 hours are going to be interesting.

Urgh.

Oh well, I can sleep most of the time away. Maybe.

M.

Don't read up on symptoms in the middle of the night, it always makes things worse.

I've spent the day resting and I feel a little better about everything. There were parts of yesterday that I can't go into yet that made the whole thing much more stressful than it needed to be.

12 hours until the clinic opens.

M.

I'm scared to death ( Read more... )

The cramps are settling down and are much more abdominal than uterine it seems. We've looked them up and they're pretty normal ( Read more... )