one last effort. then i'm out. then silence wins.

i am tired of feeling so pointless ( Read more... )

it recently occurred to me how terrifying the thought is that people get "too old" to fall in love.

well, it happened, and it was everything i thought it would be :-D

we aren't often given second chances in life. many times, an opportunity arises, we fail to rise to the occasion, and the moment passes, leaving us with regret, sorrow, or questions of 'what if?' but sometimes we are given the chance to redeem ourselves, to make the decision again, to choose the other course. if there is something that must happen ( Read more... )

it has recently occurred to me that i may be going on a performing arts binge. last night i saw phantom of the opera and it absolutely took my breath away. i cried. it was glorious. the phantom's voice was literally like an angel's. i couldn't believe how amazing the whole production was ( Read more... )

i think things are starting to get better. mid terms are mostly over. i'm only going to have another totally horrible week right before spring break. but i know that's coming. and know i'll have friends around that week to help me relieve stress. which is good. i have energy again to work on my thesis, i am making progress. i know where i am going ( Read more... )

i am so absurdly frustrated right now ( Read more... )

i'm bored. like, in general. persistently bored. ugh.

new years eve night was stupid. hopefully that was the end to a pretty stupid year as opposed to the start of another one. i'll find out that answer soon enough, i suppose ( Read more... )