my computer is making it extremely easy for me to break up with it. yes. new computer for christmas. present to myself for...getting through the semester alive. good.

sigh. that's all i feel like saying.

god dammit. school happening again tomorrow. only excited to see some folks. not much else. i sure can get used to wasting time fast. although, i got a helluva lot done over break. just a few more things before the end of the term, thank god ( Read more... )

Consonance ( Read more... )

barack obama is the next president of the united states of america. this is literally the happiest day of my life.

i'm sitting in my work office dressed as the dude from the big lebowski. tonight i will wander around boulder with a nalgene filled with white russian and i am so god damn excited. it's going to be good god damn night. because there is no other choice. this week sucked. i spent most of it in a really bad mood. but fuck bad moods. i'll do everything ( Read more... )

my thesis has stopped making sense to me. it was so clear before. now i don't know. there is a sociology grad student apparently studying exactly the same thing as me, only for longer and in a more scientific way...and i don't know if it's worth it. fuck. maybe some light will come upon it all in the coming weeks ( Read more... )

it's cold and stupid outside. the only thing i miss about the east coast is autumn. you know, that it exists there ( Read more... )

all of this is much harder to deal with face to face. i'm feeling lost. like i have no one in boulder who i can really rely on. like the people i CAN rely on are scattered all over the world. like this nightmare is only just beginning with no end in sight ( Read more... )

i'm going out with a bang. this year is going to rip me to shreds and then i will be wiser, more beautiful, and better for it. i'm getting worried about my thesis for some reason. i think i'm in about the right place, have a good direction to go in, and i'm in about the same boat as everyone else. thesis class will help too. sigh ( Read more... )

things are not good. i am very sad. i don't know what to think. i don't know what to do.