really? theres no communities about the 50 shades of grey series? what a bunch of bull!

Got MY INTERNET BACK TODAY!! WAAAAHOOOO!!!!

I'm miserable. :( I love him but I'm only with him because it'll hurt too much if I'm not. Yet I'm not happy with him anyway and he's such a jerk. Why can't I just be over it. Why's it gotta hurt so much...I know I'm not happy as it is. I don't understand myself! I guess I'd rather just not be happy than hurt? That doesn't seem fair..

I have no problem against gays/lesbians and whether or not they want to dress and be referred to as the opposite sex..but I find it completely wrong to be goin in their bathrooms. Doesn't matter how comfortable it makes you. I don't know why this bothers me so much.

Man oh man do I need a vacation! Any ideas on somewhere that's fun?!

I'm at work and its going by soooo slow. I can't wait to move to 2nd shift. 3rd shift blows and I can't believe I've been doing it for a year now! Only 5 more hours to go! :) I'm thinking about going to the gym in the morning...but I don't know. I haven't gone since I got the membership in january ha! Ohhh well...ill get the courage some day!

i miss you.

Testing..

So I had a really freaky dream last night. All dreams are suppose to mean something, so I'm going to write what I remember down here and maybe later on it'll eventually "show" what it was suppose to mean.. it's probably gonna seem choppy but whatev ( Read more... )

ughhh my vagina feels like its being ripped out