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And you're the only one, that's understood.
Ah to live without illness, that would be the dream I hold in highest regards ( Read more... ) -
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For those of you who don't know, Nine Inch Nails and I share a soul.
I touched Trent Reznor's arm.
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Baseball is Life
Think. Think about what you're trying to do to me. Man Aretha, your songs are sooo get up and go. I like listening to them at the gym because they make me feel empowered to do something for myself. Its a weird thought while you're in the gym to feel empowered, sometimes I feel a slave to the culture, a pawn of commercialism, but with Aretha ( Read more... ) -
When will the blood begin to race? When will the flames at last consume us?
I think I've finally decided that I have absolutely no will power in my own life. Why I think this right now I'm not particularly sure. I have had a good day, I went home for a night, I relaxed for a little while, I went to Phantom of the Opera, realistically my life should be somewhat complete. What have I to bitch about today? I always feel like ( Read more... ) -
Sleep is of course for the weak
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I've made a lot of mistakes...
Been a while, I'm not going to lie. Everytime I look at someone else's livejournal it makes me want to write. But I have no idea what to say, or where to begin. Where do my entries ever go? It seems that they always take a turn for the bitter and angry side of my life. What is the point of livejournal if not to bitch to my hearts content ( Read more... ) -
Anger and Repression
Sometimes I get so fucking angry I could scream. I get so angry I sit and shake in whatever chair I'm in until I feel like I'm going to explode. I never ever say anything. I never tell people what gets me so fucked up. I hardly ever even mention it. I'm an endless pit of angst and I'm suddenly making a dent in it ( Read more... ) -
Don't You Fucking Know What You Are?
So I'm going to update this stupid thing. I've got nothing else to turn to except written word. I haven't got the voice to say what I feel half the time. I got back from the Nine Inch Nails concert last night feeling like I had been run down by a truck emotionally. I felt battered, bruised, angry, sad, mad, horny you name it, I was there. I ( Read more... ) -
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They say that Richard Cory owns one half of this whole town. With political connections to spread his wealth around. Born into society, a banker's only child. He had everything a man could want: power, grace and style. But I, I work in his factory, and I curse the life I'm living, and I curse my poverty and I wish that I could be Richard Cory. -
LIGHT UP LIGHT UP AS IF YOU HAD A CHOICE
Ugh. I don't know, I don't know. I am so unbelievably something I can't put my finger on. I'm working on trying not to die of the shear nothingness I am feeling. Eh maybe its all not that bad. Why why why. Everyone in the world has something, and I have absolutely nothing. There is nothing motivating me right now. I have no desires, nothing I want ( Read more... )