for the few people that have read my blog, you all know that i'm a cryptic writer. i write entries that don't really reveal any true details. i do this because i don't want to express too much of myself... i'm afraid it will lead to questions... questions i do not want to answer... questions i'd rather avoid... questions that may conjure up a ( Read more... )

didn't sleep too well last night...
i dreamt i had a broken heart.
and i think it's gonna come true...

haven't written for a long time ( Read more... )

1. so the other night, i cleaned up my cel phone and deleted a bunch of numbers... out of all those numbers there was only one number i knew off by heart ( Read more... )

To see a tsunami in your dream, represents that you are being overwhelmed by some repressed feelings or unconscious material that is rising up to the surface. You are experiencing some unhappiness and emotional instability in some waking situation.

yea, i knew something was really bothering me...

maybe we go back to the past because there is nothing to look forward to in the future?...
well, i think that's the case for me.

this year, i have had my heart broken 7 times...
2 times by 2 different unexpected guys.
3 times by the guy i will never forget.
and twice by the guy who will always be my friend.

it has been a rough year...

you see... it's reasons like today, why my heart won't let me stop liking him....

i'm enjoying being around the corner next to you.  i forgot how this felt and how nice it can be... =)

stripped.

i owe it to myself.  it's fair to me.  and fair for me...  is it a beginning to something that had never started.  or maybe i'll discover that really it's an end.  at least i won't have guilt to explore the corner that is next to you.  you can't say that i didn't warn you.  because when i asked, maybe that was my goodbye.