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The past two weeks have been a whirlwind of parties and work, which is nothing out of the ordinary. On the work front, I've been promoted to Senior Marketing Rep. which is cool because I get a big bonus and I get to train newbies. On the downside, I've been spending too much money so I'm probably going to work until the beginning of September as ( Read more... )

Last weekend was the most fun I've had in a while. I think I can finally say that this Eric thing is pretty much done and over with. Me and the gang (Vanessa, James, Cajun, Eric and Richie) got together on Friday for James' birthday bonanza. The pot brownies were maybe just a little bit too overwhelming. Eric got deathly pale and James hit comedic ( Read more... )

So the business trip was a success. We only stayed in Sudbury until Thursday mid-afternoon because we had completely sold out every single one of the 850 packages we had on us. I now am halfway through my goal of saving $4000 by September which means I'm actually ahead of schedule. This is new for me. I started out at this job really liking the ( Read more... )

This morning in the car on our way out to our work site, the news came on the radio and that's when I first heard about the London attack. I suppose I was really shocked because it's been a while since anything of this scale and nature has happened in the so-called Western world. I was sitting in the car with two of my co-workers and in an attempt ( Read more... )

OMFG. QCARD, die.

Things are getting better, I can feel it. But I'm not sure how much of it is genuine and how much of it is just happiness I've forced myself to feel because I'm sick of crying and I'm sick of this thing fucking up my job. Yesterday, I felt so invincible that I laughed and smiled all day. Today, I burst into tears on my way home. Tomorrow I'm going ( Read more... )

I tried my hardest to work today. Considering I'm making the trip to Kingston this weekend, I know I need to make some money to feed my now-returning drinking problem. But it was torture. How am I supposed to sell discounted spa packages when I feel like shit? How can I look at people and smile and not feel like a complete fake? So I gave up. I ( Read more... )

So I guess I'm single now.

As if things couldn't possibly get any stranger/worse, I think I spoke way too soon about this thing between me and Eric. On Friday night, we were lying in bed just talking and maybe it was the situation, but I truly felt that we could last for at least a while. I even said it out loud and his reaction was seemingly positive. Of course it's Tuesday ( Read more... )