I just went through a series of thoughts, which are emotionally disturbing to say the least. I found myself watching a group of teenagers trying to rub enough brain cells together inside a Panera long enough to make an order. I later watched a lady dressed, basically like a peacock (feathery black thing in her hair, furry high heeled boots, puffy ( Read more... )

Had a good day today. Went out to dad's house and hung out. Shelly made THE most delicious quiche with contrelle mushrooms that they've been gathering on their property. I mean this stuff was amazing! Apparently these mushrooms go for like $50/lb so it was pretty amazing food. After dinner and hanging out, we went out to pick blueberries. All ( Read more... )

Tonight I learned that my computer is STILL shitting itself when I try to play WOW. I'm really getting fed up with this horse-shit. I mean every time I try to fix something, something else fucks up and ruins my week again. Then I fix the new problem and another one comes up and we start the whole process over again. I swear I can't win with ( Read more... )

I'm bored, and I still have to stay up until like, forever. I has a book to read, but that's about it. Books are good for a while but I can't read them for literally an entire night. That's a bit much for me. Maybe I should go play an old video game or something. I dunno I'm just feeling very bored and not useful. I once again have time on my ( Read more... )

I don't know why I like the Cthulhu mythos so much. For that matter, I don't really know why I like the horror genre so much or dark movies, video games, stories, and RPGs. There's something within me that simply resounds with it. Maybe I'm evil. Like, if we lived in a more epic, exaggerated version of reality then I'd be a budding super- ( Read more... )

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Nobody ever updates LJ! Let's go people! Chop chop.

So I didn't really have the space to include this in yesterday's post, which I apologize for. This story is so good it nearly had me tearing my hair out at the time - it's just lucky that Eric cut my hair a couple days earlier so I couldn't get a good grip. But it's fun to look back on at this point so I'm cool with it ( Read more... )

So I've been telling myself to do this forever and never got around to it. But today that ends. I'm going to start tracking certain things every day....or at least try to. I may add more things each day or whatever, but this will give me the ability to graphically watch my process over time. I was thinking about putting my updates on here so ( Read more... )

This situation sucks. If you already know the situation, or don't want to hear me bitch, stop reading now.

JobSo basically here's the status of things. I'm getting to the end of the summer and having limited success finding jobs. I've gotten 1 great interview and 1 for-reals job offer so far. I had to reject the job offer because it could not ( Read more... )