And that you'd killed the better part of me
If you could just milk it for everything
I've said what I'd said and you know what I mean
But I still can't focus on anything
We kiss on the mouth but still cough down our sleeves

i don't have any pictures. i mean i had around 5. in all those years i should have more ( Read more... )

basically i've been thinking and my conclusion is this: relationships are about control.  or at least we make them about control.  whoever doesn't have the control in the relationship is the one that gets hurt and the hardest thing to handle is when two people really allow it to become that way.  by allow it, i mean one person is aware they have ( Read more... )

i never should have come home in the first place.  it's made my life complicated and dysfunctional in pretty much every single way.

http://www.last.fm/music/Lydia/_/A+Fine+Evening+For+a+Rogue

listening to this song makes me finally want to write about this.  in the most real, honest way that i can.  not self-serving, not self-medicating, and not serving out bullshit to people to make them ( Read more... )

If someone claims they love you unconditionally, why are there so many conditions?

I hate wondering.

so i'm a bit of a train wreck lately ( Read more... )

life is too short to sit and wait.

"Oh how I wish I could go back in time ( Read more... )

"it's hard to know when to give up the fight.
some things you want will just never be right.
it's never rained like it has tonight... before.

now i don't want to beg you baby...
for something maybe you could never give."

-patty griffin "rain"