I have had it... Stop this life, I want to get off. I can't just die, so I have to have a new one. I don't have the money to buy a new one, so I guess, I will have to work for it ( Read more... )

I haven't written in my live journal in a long time. Several months in fact. I don't suppose anyone is going to read this, but I would like to get it all out. If nothing else, this can be a goodbye note ( Read more... )

Yeah... I know ( Read more... )

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I think obssession causes a lot of problems in my life. I think a lot, and if I think to much on one topic, I tend to obssess. Well, the obssession get's deeper until eventually... I get bored and move on, or I find something new that catches my mind ( Read more... )

I just don't know how I feel right now. I am kinda confused. I have all these friends that seem to need me, and rely on me. I also feel a little betrayed, a little suspicious, and in general, this makes me feel sad. I have too much to deal with to have to also deal with wondering who I can talk to, and about what. I have to many people to have ( Read more... )

We're stronger than you think. Always young, always beautiful, and the thumpa-thumpa goes on... always.

I have said before that certain songs were my theme songs. Everyone else has had more sex than me, by TISM was a sure bet. Then later I was given the song Helpless, by Oingo Boing. It was eerily right to be my theme song ( Read more... )

On the show Queer as Folk, Brian Kinney said, "There’s only two kinds of straight people in this world: the ones that hate you to your face and the ones that hate you behind your back ( Read more... )

I am getting old ( Read more... )