I'm not back to 100% yet, but in the past couple days I've finally been starting to come out of this funk that I've been in. An episode at work even made me laugh today. One of the math teachers gave me some scores to enter and offered to read them off to me to make the job a little easier. At one point I told her to hold up because I needed to ( Read more... )

After my little entry edit the other day, I decided to keep this thing a little more positive for a while. This, however, was just too good not to post ( Read more... )

So, after taking a deep breath and thinking for a minute, I deleted my last post ( Read more... )

The weather SUCKS ( Read more... )

Life comes easy for some folks, for others it can be an ordeal ( Read more... )

I've come to realize that I'm jealous of people who can just be themselves. You'd think that I'd just be able to act within my nature without regard to others' expectations, but it doesn't always work out that way. I'm hardly a man of a thousand faces, but sometimes I wonder if I'm just putting on a show ( Read more... )

Stolen from emptyeternalHow did this make its way from MySpace onto Livejournal anyway? For the record, I doubt anyone will really do this. (But I appreciate it if you do ( Read more... )

I'm sick of giving advice, and at this point I don't even know why people bother asking it from me.  Espescially since anyone who has known me for more than five minutes knows that I don't tell people what they want to hear, I tell them what they need to hear.   Still, when two people came groveling at my feet for advice this week--one of them ( Read more... )

My post last night prompted me to try and explain how my mind works these days (no, I'm not going to post a picture of a hamster in a wheel).  When it comes to problem solving, particularly when it's a problem of a personal nature, I tend to try and rationalize it both intellectually and emotionally--with my brain and my heart, if you will.  I ( Read more... )

I had an actual entry for tonight, but I'm going to leave it at this:

My brain is out to get me.

For the past three nights I've been having the same recurring dream (I know that was a redundant statement; sue me):  A particular dilemma I'm having is solved, and things work out perfectly.  Everybody is happy, all roadblocks and doubt disappear.  Of ( Read more... )