I really wish I could just be happy for myself and everything that I have, instead of harping on what I don't have. I just always thought that things would get better... in this one non-existent aspect of my life. I dream about it. I agonize over it. I always have and nothing ever changes. But, what has me so down at the moment is that I thought it ( Read more... )

So, once again I am in desperate need to pour the contents of my brain out on LJ. Partially because I feel like whining... which isn't out of the ordinary, but mostly because I'm incredibly happy and excited, and I don't know what to do with these feelings ( Read more... )

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I remember being around smart people.... I took it for granted.
I miss smart people.... I guess I reached my smart people quota at Neuqua... and that is REALLY saying something.

Oh well.

I haven't written anything in forever, and since I don't want to go back outside in the bitter cold, I will sit in the library and spill my guts ( Read more... )

I always said it, but I never really believed it... only because I've never actually witnessed it for myself. But guys my age are really into dumb girls. the dumber and thinner the better ( Read more... )

It's friggin' October 2007! Holy crap! Time... where has it gone ( Read more... )

So once again I'm back to bloody square one ( Read more... )

So, tis another birthday. 2 decades of living. Mmkay... life... anyday you want to kick and start being fun, would be greatly appreciated ( Read more... )

19 More days til I go away to college ( Read more... )