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Brain dump #3,000,000
Why do I feel like I need someone to protect me?
I feel like it is dad-related. It probably always has been. My whole life. And when I met John Hill in college, he became my family, and he did his best to protect me for a huge chunk of my life. He died like a decade ago, and we only had about 6 months back together as family after a years-long ( Read more... ) -
HI!
Still here! Not gone! Was just a crazy, crazy week. Work has been nuts, and I had a class out of town Thursday and Friday. This next two weeks will also be nuts, but then I should get a little time off. *crossing fingers* Maybe I can write more stuff. I hope so...it makes me feel better and helps me keep perspective. -
Realization
I had an epiphany recently. Not long ago, I found someone I'd "lost". I wanted to meet him and catch up. He cancelled, and he's been reluctant to reschedule I think. It bothered me...a lot. I was hurt ( Read more... ) -
Blast from the past
This morning I got two anonymous messages through LJ. I'm about 99 percent sure they were from someone from my past with whom I was very close.
So Oileanach, If you are reading this, please contact me with info on how I can contact you. I want to hear about your life, and I want to tell you about mine.
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Brain Dump number 9,347...or something like that
Sometimes I forget I'm an introvert ( Read more... ) -
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Hmmm...y'know, I really love going back and looking at my LJ entries. I need to find a way to write more often here. Fact is though I feel less of a need to write or vent when I'm happy. Anyone other than me notice how comparatively little I've posted since I met Ed. He just plain makes me happy. Okay, "makes me" is not the psychologically ( Read more... ) -
I need an opinion
I realize that my doing two posts in one day...hell, in one YEAR is unheard of lately; however ( Read more... ) -
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Work is stupid. That is all.