ed and i are going in for a physical and blood test on saturday. can i tell you how much i'm freaken out! its like my mind is running on overtime trying to think back to all the guys i was sexually active with prior to meeting ed and vise versa. i can't help but think "what if?" ...
it started off as, "we should do this before we're married so we ( Read more... )

the one thing i loved about high school, the fact that you can pick and choose your classes after a certain grade. i stopped taking french after grade 9 telling myself "when will i ever need french? if in 14 yrs i haven't used it once outside of Mrs.Hanns french class, i'll never use it!"

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i was reading flowerheart's entry and it really hit a nerve with me, mainly because i totally understand where she's coming from and how she could feel the way she does. i grew up attending church from a young age. not that my parents were huge god fearing people back then, but without fail we would always attend church on a sunday afternoon. it ( Read more... )

i assume all you canucks had a great thanksgiving wkend?...
sunday's dinner was great. started cooking at around 1:30 in the afternoon and finally managed to get our munch on at 7pm. that's a 5 & a half hour cooking fest! ed was an amazing help, made the best stuffing ever and everyone was happy with the outcome. touch downmonday on thanksgiving ( Read more... )

Thanksgiving is just around the corner and once again, for the 3rd year in a row, i'm in charge of preparing thanksgiving dinner. This year my aunt was suppose to cook, but early last night I get a call from her asking if I could do it again. she says she has no idea what the heck she's doing and would like for me to show her and the most important ( Read more... )

i just figured out the best place to pick up meet people... the airporti was at pearson tonight waiting around for my mother to land ( Read more... )

i just lost a bridesmaid ( Read more... )

ed's gone.
i'm so lonely.

tomorrow's my first interview, which i'm not all that excited about. the job i really want i'm interviewing with on wednesday so this one is more like a practice run for me. i mean, if i get it great. i'll give me something to fall back on if i dont get the other one but we'll see how it plays out in the end. how i'm ( Read more... )

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